Finding me ep 5

episode 5
Ola kept on giving me the “I know something is up look”. The guy had always been too smart and observant for my liking.
At that point, there was nothing up.
Jeff and I had kissed just once because of the dare and I felt he was still into Joy.
His neighbour and close friend was into him too so where would I have fixed myself in that triangle?
No where.
At that point though.
We stayed the night and it was fun. It was a full house too. Irene was around (the neighbour), Catty was around(Irene’s friend who was always on her phone), Obi their neighbour too was there.
We decided to play the truth or dare game and Ola was dared to kiss any girl and he came onto me, kissing me.
I refused to open my mouth or even kiss back because I wasn’t attracted to him one bit.
I kept on picking truth whenever it was my turn, until I got tired and decided to pick a dare.
I was dared to kiss all the guys in the room. I stood up because I am never one to turn down a dare. I gave all the guys a quick peck on the lips and I lingered more on Jeff because I wanted to feel the tingles again, which I did feel.
My next dare was to kiss the Obi guy for a minute and I did. Lol. They had to pull us apart by the time the one minute was over.
I was having fun.
The bottle fell next on Jeff and he was dared to blindfold a partner and make the partner kiss three places on his body without using hands.
He picked me and asked me to kiss his left n----e, head and lips. I did it and lingered more on his lips. He was a good kisser and I didn’t want it to stop because of the tingles. I forgot we were in a room filled with people and I let myself succumb to his kisses.
They literally had to draw us apart.
After the truth or dare. Irene and Obi left. Catty was spending the night in the same flat with us.
Claron, Jane and I started gisting, while Ola and Jerry were busy playing their ps.
After a while, Claron and Jane dozed off. I went back to my phone before I decided to bug Jeff a bit. I kept on pulling him, telling him I wanted Ola to win him. I distracted him for a while before deciding to go to bed.
I was already asleep when I felt a soft tap on my hand.
“Eriel won’t you give me a good night kiss?” He asked jokingly and I stood up with sleepy eyes, drawing his face closer. I nipped softly on his lower lip before sucking on it. He came closer causing me to lay down. He took my lower lip in between his lips before diving his tongue in.
This was the best kiss I had ever had.
I didn’t realise we had been kissing for a while because Catty had woken up and was staring at us.
“Hmmn. Really?” Catty said and Jeff pulled back giving me a final peck on my lips before standing up.
I felt heat rise up my neck. Thank God I was not fair, if not I would have been red by now. I turned away from Catty to hide my embarrassment.
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The next morning was beautiful. Jeff kept on giving me lingering stares and I loved the warm feeling I felt.
Jane and Claron kept teasing me about Jeff but I most shoved it away.
“There is nothing there” I lied.
I was not ready to get hurt again. The pain Leo caused me was still there but I kept lying to myself. It was nothing.
Even if I didn’t like Leo in a dating way…..
Even though I didn”t get wet for him when he touched me…
I was still hurting….
I couldn’t understand why. Probably because I lost my virginity to him and the little I deserved from him was respect.
Just that!
But I had gotten nothing but shame and humiliation.
Jeff at this point was a means of distraction.
Oh….how I had needed this sweet distraction. Unlike Leo who had wanted me out of his house, Jeff wanted the opposite, he asked us to stay that morning. That we could stay for as long as we wanted.
Jane bought the idea because their friend she was seriously crushing on was around.
Claron bought the idea too and we went back home to get our stuffs that we would use for the next day.
That day was so hot that we had to go swimming. I wore a black piece that accentuated my assets. At first I was not comfortable. I felt like people were staring.
I later relaxed when we entered the pool although I couldn’t swim. I held on to the rail and Ola had to drag me off. Lol.
At least I was better than Jeff. He didn’t even attempt to try. He just sat there, pressing his phone and drinking his black bullet. Once in a while he would look at me and I would catch him staring. I would tease him and tell him I wanted him in the water with me but his reply was always a soft laughing, asking me if I wanted to drown him.
That day we played truth or dare in the water. Trust Claron and I. We no dey jonze. Lol.
After we got home that day, I went to the kitchen to prepare spag and Jeff followed me. Drawing me into his arms and kissing me.
I stretched to reach him because he was pretty tall and I put my hands around his neck to deepen the kiss.
I moaned. This was something I could get addicted to.
He pulled back and laughed, telling me to do what I wanted to do.
Irene came around that evening and she went to Jeff, laying her head on his legs.
I told myself it didn’t mean anything.
As usual, the house was a full house. Ola’s friends came from warri for clearance the next day.
They were so funny. One of them went to the same university I schooled in.
The guy had been in the same faculty I was. He even yabed me a bit. Lol. Telling me how I moved with only three set of friends and how he saw me as one of the school’s big girls.
I laughed because I knew I didn’t have much friends in school and me being one of those “big girls” was hilarious.
The next morning Claron, Jane and I went home. Claron and Jane went to work while I went to Jen’s place.
Will was giving me attitude because I had refused to talk about the s-x we had.
I was tired of getting all the attitudes. Jen and I started gisting when she asked “What’s up with you and Ola? I have been seeing pictures of you in their place”
I laughed inwardly, she actually thought I had something for Ola.
It was hilarious. Ola was a good guy but he wasn’t my type. I saw him as a friend.
“There is nothing between us. Claron, Jane and I spent the weekend at their place” I said leaving out the fact that we were still going there that night.
“So have you heard from Leo?” She asked and I remembered the jerk again. I frowned a bit.
“No, I haven’t. It’s better that way” I said calmly.
She gave me a pity look and waved the topic off.
We gisted a while before I decided to leave. I got home and the girls were already packing their things for the night. I went ahead to pack mine before we decided to leave.
The day was dark by the time we got to Jeff’s. The door was opened and no one was in the sitting room. Claron, Jane and I went to the room to drop our stuffs when we saw Irene standing at the door of the bathroom which was open, gisting with Jeff who was in the bathroom naked.
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I acted like there was nothing wrong with what I just saw, even if I felt the sharp sting of pain in my chest.
We greeted her and left the room. Claron, Jane and I sat outside talking when Claron asked me, “what’s up with Irene and Jeff, are they dating?”
I shrugged, “I don’t know” because that was the truth. I had no idea. If they were dating, why would he be flirting with me?
Maybe i came on to strong on him.
I don’t know.
I didn’t know what to think.
Claron could see the confusion on my face.
“You like him” it wasn’t a question so I just shrugged .
Jeff and Irene came out to meet us. They gisted with us for a while and I refused to give Jeff any indication of emotion.
I wasn’t going to show him I was hurt. No man was worth that.
Jeff and Irene stepped out leaving us behind and I really didn’t care.
I lied to myself.
We were alone for a while before Ola’s friends from warri came back. Esiri was the guy that went to the same uni with me.
He asked where the rest were and we told him we had no clue.
So they decided to take us out to eat. The first restaurant we entered, we saw Ola, Catty, Irene and Jeff. We went ahead to greet them. Ola was giving the attitude while Jeff was just quiet .
What was up with the attitude thing anyway?
We left the restaurant because they didn’t have what we wanted and we went to a fast food instead.
We stayed there for a while. Eating, gisting and laughing.
This guys were really funny. Esiri kept on telling me how he liked me and I kept on laughing and waving it off.
I didn’t have the strength for drama in my life.
“So who is your boyfriend there? Jeff?” He asked and I laughed yet again waving it off.
When we got home, it was pretty late . Jeff was laying down, resting his head on Irene’s leg.
“Why is every one quiet?” I asked trying to brighten up the room. Irene smilled softly saying the clown of the house wasn’t feeling too good.
I stared at Jeff, his eyes were closed.
“Eya, I am going outside to sit” I didn’t know why I was explaining myself. Claron, Jane, Esiri and the other guy was sitting outside already and I went out to sit with them . I wasn’t comfortable.
Esiri was still flirting with me but I wasn’t flirting back. I stood up after a while and I told them I was going inside.
When I got inside, Irene was gone and Jeff was on the bed pressing his phone while Ola was sleeping.
I went to lay next to Jeff. “What’s doing you?” I asked jokingly.
“Just a little headache but it’s getting better now” he said dropping his phone.
I wanted to ask what was up with him and Irene, but I bit my lips from asking the question.
We started gisting and I forgot that I had wanted to ask him a question .
Claron and the rest came in after a while to sleep. Jeff and I kept on gisting even while others were asleep. The light went out and he drew me closer to his side for a cuddle. I loved cuddles, something I had never gotten from Leo.
We stayed like that for a while before he began rubbing my back softly. It was feather light. I sighed.
He tilted my chin upwards with a finger and brought his lips down to mine. I nibbled on his lower lip. Suckling on it before using the tip of my tongue to trace his lips.
He drew me closer, deepening the kiss. He fought for dominion. He brought his hand down to my chest, pinching my n----e through my light singlet.
I moaned softly. My n-----s were already erect. He palmed my left b----t and squeezed gently. I felt the rush of warmth on the lower part of my body.
He lifted my top up and used his tongue to trace my small pointed n----e, like he was savouring my taste before he dived in, suckling hard on my n----e. I pressed his head closer.
He used his other hand to pinch my right b----t.
I bit my lips from moaning out aloud
He brought his lips back to mine, kissing me before bringing his hand down to my shorts. I wasn’t wearing panties. I don’t wear pants to sleep. When he noticed, his breath caught. He used a finger to push gently into me, before adding a second.
I moaned.
I was wet. I could feel my juices down there. He pushed his fingers into me, finger f-----g me. I moaned.
I felt his fingers on my c--t, tugging on it gently. I had never felt this good before. Leo hadn’t bothered going through the foreplay, neither did Will.
Jeff was good with his hands and lips. He tugged on my c.lit again before I felt my legs vibrating and loosing myself.